hilda

2024

a fanart i made of Ana Paula Arósio as Hilda Furacão. just felt like drawing my mother, nothing else. fully digital painting.

St. Agnes

2024

digital painting. she wanted more .⊹˚texture˚.⊹ in her paintings, as well as setting time limits to get better at time managing, so this little lady here is the result of no more than an hour. (if any of the main goals were successfully reached or not it's a mistery)

good ending

2024

with absolutely no doubt one of my favorite things i ever made, as i said in one of my first blog posts. probably because i was putting way less pressure on the things i was creating at that specific time, caring less about techniques or "right/wrong" and focusing more on what i wanted to express. i hope i don't forget that.

mini study of clouds

2024

i love clouds; and the description could simply end here. at that time i noticed i took a lot of pictures of the sky but never really tried to paint it ('cause i was afraid of being bad at something i've never done. but well, it's definitely not awful either.)

a portrait of Tamino Amir

2024

the digital painting where i was getting a bit more comfortable with the idea of not using lineart and allowing myself to start with something more "messy" and slowly refining it. i guess it works best for me.

it's part of the process

2024

a digital painting i did based on an old drawing (that was based on an older drawing, a copy i did [for personal use and only study purposes obviously] when i was a teenage little goblin.

glittering

2022

Image manipulation I did thinking about Carnaval even though I do not go out for Carnaval ever. I find pretty cool you know, the commitment of the country to make everything shiny and colorful and lively (and LOUD omaga) in this short period of time for partying and enjoying a break from everything else with friends and family, each region in its own way. Unfortunately my battery is depleted just by thinking about it; I do share the brazilian glittering joy, but on the inside lol.

coming up for air

2022

a mix of digital painting and image manipulation. i was still feeling weird about using a drawing tablet, the feeling behind the piece was messy but it ended up as one of my favorites of that year.

welcoming

2021

alien horizons, people(?) flying, people staring, and the sun appears to be frying everything it sees. it may look like a manip i could have created with the help of a computer, but it's actually a photograph of an average summer day in Brasil.

portrait of a faerie

a quick manip i did of a (victorian, i guess?) faerie, it's very simple but still one of my favorites, i love the fantasy themes with a slightly dark and vintage tone.

hometown, sunset

2021

one of the first times i decided to create something based on dreams. this is also the same place i will (eventually, if life allows me and my skills and time managing capacity don't betray me) then try to represent on the Observatory page, even though now it is just a little seed of intention. it is obviously not my hometown, just a random, weirdly cozy place with strange atmosphere that my brain invented; i named it like that because my brain is broken and prefers to keep intact memories of old dreams instead of memories from my real past. go figure.

hometown, nightsky

2021

same as the one before, but this one is a nightsky :)

Hannibal x BTS

2020-2021

A second piece of my "crossover", this time with J Hope. After the first try my goal was to make one of each member of BTS, but I started getting more attention than usual (and by that i mean, literally, around 30 people seeing it lol; but that was already overwhelming for my brain. And that's how ridiculously bad anxiety can make you feel.) so I vanished for a while and never finished the "series".

Hannibal x BTS

2020

I had finished watching NBC's Hannibal and for some reason decided that it would work well with BTS, more specifically V. Also it was 2020 and I had just been introduced to Dark Academia; maybe that explains something, maybe not. This and the second piece are mainly image manipulations with only a tiny-little-bit-of-nothing of digitally painted details messily done with a mouse before I got my drawing tablet.

guardians

around 2019-2020

I was VERY into fantasy and fiction and colorful/neon things. I don't have a better description.

help me piece it all together

around 2019

Inspired in a song by Bastille. One of the first image manipulations I did and felt okay enough to share.

visitors

2020

get in, loser, we're making a vintage sci-fi themed manip.

don't let it consume you

around 2018, 2019...? who knows

a very old digital collage/drawing i did when i was still in high school. heavily inspired by Gustave Doré's works for Divina Commedia (as you can see on the background) and another study copy i did for an art project. i was a bit obssessed with Doré (still love him) and was also listening Divina Commedia by G-Dragon 24 hours a day basically. so i did... this. it's far from my favorite things but i remember having a lot of fun experimenting. also these silly little art projects literally kept me alive through those times (which is kind of ironic given the themes).